PLAIN WHITE T'S - WRITE YOU A SONG

I don't know how to make lots of money
I got debts that I'm trying to pay
I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings
But that don't mean much anyway
I can't give you the house you've been dreaming
If I could I would build it alone
I'd be out there all day, just hammering away
Make us a place of our own

Well, do you feel that way? I like the song being simple and nice to listen.

Yeah I should be writing how to get a quality score in Adwords, but I just want to take a break from all these. What I want in life is something that i can be comfortable with. I am happy with what I have now. Comfortable small house and enjoying life. Life is so short, my best friend had cancer last year at the age of 27?!!! before 4 months to their marriage. Thank God that He saw her through and now she is happily living with her hubby and building her new home and starting anew.

After that my life did change alot. At my previous job, things change so fast until I didnt know what was happening and I was out of job. (To cut the long story short) And I did rest for awhile before finding other job but due to some reasons, i dont feel that I am suitable for the job and now here I am finding a way to have a lifestyle that i wish to lead. Freedom to work from home or bulit my own business.
It had been a struggle for 4 weeks plus to find something that really i wanted.

I had tried many websites and spend quite abit but to find out that they are not suitable for me. I was getting desperate and tired and sick of what I am doing. But I told myself never give up never give in. There is something sure i can find really related to what I am searching for. I have the products in hand but google adwords is really expensive and i am not getting the results to make a sale.

I had many freebies.. I had opened an email account just to let them flood that email to provide the information that i was looking for. The famous internet gurus Shawn Casey, Perry S. Marshall, Michael Cheney or who ever, i had gone through their freebies... (call me cheapo but I do have budget constraint so I cant just buy off the rack) They are good in their own way, and teaching ways to earn online. I had gone through 400 over emails to learn what is the way of earning online. What I was doing what not working. I dont want to be everyday watching my adwords and seeing no results. What keywords that I need to make that sale? Its just not the page but you need customer to buy the product and being happy about it.

I was not happy about my purchase online. After reading awhile and trying to apply, i get bored and sick. I am not finding the answer I need. I had been searching for so long to make me feel i found it. I just did. I was revamping my blog and there i saw that ad, i just decided to click it and wow.. I was amazed off. They are really different from what the usual sales gimmick that I had seen. Just two guys there saying what is true feeling in my heart, I was really blown away. I really wanted to try their product straight away but due to money constraint and caution heart, I am putting on hold for awhile. I need to find some money before i can start on it. I still have bills and debts to clear, so it will take some time for me to act on the plan.

I never felt this good after 1 month of searching and finding information online. I just cant explain how I felt but I was really happy after so long. I really Thank God for his blessing and let me find those words that I am looking for. I will tell more on the 2 guys later once I had tried and tested their stuff. Maybe its just another sales gimmick but they dont hide the truth of the harsh reality of Adwords.

Some of my friends were asking me, You have this online "Lobang" (opportunity) why dont share it with us? I just ask them this question, Well if it works, you think I am not sharing? It is not working that is why i am not sharing anything yet.

This is not something i want my friends or anyone i know to just jump into and feeling that its just a scam. Is no point to say how good things are while they are not. Maybe they are good to others but not to me. I am not satisfied with what I am having right now since they are not producing results. I had gone back to the lady who so called help me but up to date no reply for 3 weeks. I decided that if there is no help, its ok, I can managed on my own. Even how the odds are against me, i can find the way to see this running a long term. I am not looking a short term goal. I want to find the life style that I am happy with.